Pachanga

"Love changes and best friends become strangers"

As I sit back and listen to "Loso's Way", one song happens to remind me of someone who I consider my "best friend". He may not be aware of his actions or the consequences that could come with those actions so I haven't really approached the subject with him. I guess these actions stand out more to me because i'm on the outside looking in but whatever. I understand that some females can have a heavy influence on dudes and make them wanna act like and or be someone they aren't. And thats all good but you can't tell me to act a certain way or what to wear because you wanna impress some bitch. Especially if your not dating her, not even fucking her.

Maybe I was just raised different or I grew up too fast because it seems like I can't be bothered with bullshit. I'm losing trust in those who I should trust the most and one things for sure that isn't my fault. Granted I was depressed when I got kicked out of high school & was wanting to throw my ex girlfriend off a building which resulted in me not wanting to go out an party every night. This was months ago though, I think you might be losing yourself or something brother. And don't take my honesty as disrespect because i'm not really into disrespecting family. You need to do some critical thinking and decide what you really wanna do because with or without you i'm moving to Chicago.

Don't stress over no bitch either man, believe me i've done that. Its only gonna fuck you over in the long run. If she doesn't like you, fuck her, but no matter what you shouldn't pretend to be someone your not. And never ever expect me to fake it for those people you've been running around with. If they don't like me thats cool but you avoiding me because you got a crush on the rich girls from far away isn't cool. You've been calling a lot lately when you and your "friends" need favors yet when I need a favor somebody doesn't text back or answer the phone. I'm just gonna focus on me and my project for now. My best advice to you is don't become a Pachanga and drive slow man.

"Growing Wings" coming soon.